I had a great weekend and enjoyed the relaxed atmosphere, the company, the food and the revelations lol. I also had a lot of thoughts about my blog and the things I love like food, although most people don’t believe I eat lol.

I know this post is a little late but I’ve been trying to write it for a couple of days now.I’ll start with the weekend. The weekend was so great. Nothing particularly exciting but it was a relaxing and fun weekend. On Friday evening we had a bizarre dinner with chips, Ceasar Salad and Strawberry Pancakes. Even thinking about it I want to giggle. Following dinner we went to the movies and watched ‘Orphan’. Now as predictable as I thought it was, I thoroughly enjoyed it. I think the predictable plot was because I saw the plot on an episode of Law & Order once lol.

On Saturday we went to Ekka, now for anyone who doesn’t know what that is, it’s the Brisbane show. We had a ball and again ate too much. But the food didn’t stop there because a couple of hours later headed out for another meal.

It was a good weekend. But more than anything I had a chance to think a lot. Both about my life and what I have been through over the last few months and also what is happening now and even on this blog.

I will talk more personally to the Inner Circle soon about things but one of the things I have been astonished at is how being treated well has come as a complete surprise to me. I realise what I deserve in my life and realise what has been missing.

I have also realised that I am capable of making decisions well and thinking them through. I have realised that some things now freak me out that are actually good for me simply because I am not used to them. It doesn’t mean they are bad but different and I am taking the time to work through them so I don’t miss the opportunities.

On another note, I have wanted to write about food and other things more so expect some reviews in the future of meals I have had and places I have been. restaurants out there beware because when it comes to food I am very picky so if I have had a meal with you I will tell it how it is lol. I am passionate about other things like technology and we will see if I branch into other areas.

For now I will say goodnight and we will talk again soon.

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It has been an intiguing week. I’ve had lots of phone conversations with Ben and will see him again shortly. I’m still finding my feet where he is concerned because he;s such a real person and I don’t want to hurt him. So I am just going with the flow and we will see. In the meantime I have had a couple of other date offers but have not yet made any decisions on what I will do. I’m not the kind of person who will lie so I have to be upfront with everyone as to where I am at and as long as they are ok with that then I will see them. I have also again received anonymous flowers which is interesting because I have no idea who they are from but am very clear on who they are not from. They were stunning, I just hope I find out eventually who sent them, however if I don’t then it’s been nice to recieve them.

I went to the doctor this week and he has increased my medication (which is primarily for anxiety), just in the short term, however other than that he can’t believe how healthy I am with no cholestrol, perfect blood pressure and all blood tests perfect so that was good.

I am still dealing with the breakup and have days where it frustrates me to no return but I also understand that healing will be a lengthy process. However for the most part I am good. I am finding new and interesting facets and my time with Ben has shown me there are good people out there who actually treat me well. It’s a nice change to have someone who truly puts me first and is actually interested in who I am and not someone who makes everything about them. It’s refreshing and has made me step outside my comfort zone in many ways.

I have some life opinions and theories that I would like to share but I need to start formulating them in my mind before writing them down. Anyway, must run for now I have to prepare for some stuff, so I will be back soon.

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I would like to sit here and tell you what a shit day I had today but I won’t. I’m not sure whether today was really bad because of some dealings with an ex (not the most recent) or was it just because I had such a good weekend that there was nowhere to go but down lol.

We will start with the bad day today and then I’ll talk about my weekend. I’m not sure what it was but the day started with a strange arguement with someone. It just seemed like it came out of nowhere. I think that set the day in motion which was just crap. I do tend to find it difficult after a fight because I just want things to be simple.

That brings me to my weekend. I spent the weekend away, and spent a lot of that with a great guy. Now it was officially a date and it really went well. It really was just a time of good food, wine and company. The thing that was good about it was not once did I feel any pressure or any stress. It was just a great time. It just seems so new to me, both because it’s been a very long time since I dated and also because I’m not used to seeing someone who really is genuine about making me happy as much as the other way around.

I’ve had a lot of date offers of late and this was the first one I really treated as such. I turned down a lot because I just didn’t feel they were right for me. Now I know I made the right choice. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying that Ben will be the right one or that it will end up going anywhere because it is way too early to tell, but I will say that it’s a good start. It’s nice to meet good people, I think in the past I had started to question my own belief that there are good people out there lol. However I have met so many amazing people, I know my faith is back to where it should be. Yah!!!

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