The Need for Something

The post title may be a little deceiving but it’s all I could think of. One of the things I have found in my life is that it is exhausting to me. What I mean by that is I’m sure there are people out there that would find my life less exhausting. However for me it is. I am the only one to blame for that and I’m sure I can fix it.

However one thing I have learned is how much my life lacks intelligent interaction. The other thing I am lacking is a solid routine. I thought I had set myself up with a routine but the changes that have happened over the past couple of months have made me realise I need to reassess.

Firstly, in relation to conversation I am going to focus more attention on the couple of people in my life that can actually stimulate my mind. I do think this will help, because when you deal with so much in your job etc such as politics and pettiness as well as immaturity (nature of the game), my mind does turn to mash. So I am starting to focus on what I need and on those that value what I say.

As far as routine goes, I am currently re-looking at this are. For those that know me you understand the importance of routine in my life. I have found that I can get a new routine happening and this week I will concentrate on it.

All this is positive stuff. I am determined to add value to my life without adding stress and further exhaustion. There are so many beautiful things in the world and I am not seeing them at the moment because of exhaustion. I am always being told to take care of myself and do what I need for me instead of giving to people and getting nothing in return. Now is the time. I can see improvements over the past few weeks but now I have to finish the process and get it right.

It’s one of the things I love so much about life. You never stop learning. You are always having to find new ways to improve the quality of your life. The older I get the more I realise what’s important to me and I will do whatever it takes to focus on those things and improve.

My philosophy is to not let others take from me anything I am not willing to give, never hurt others and be grateful for the things I have because they are beautiful.

This post may not make any sense to some of you but it’s one of those posts that I needed to write. I’m sure I’ll get back to making more sense soon.

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